Introduction
Growing up I took to strong morals and could have been considered a goody-two-shoes type of guy. I didnt touch drugs, smoking, or alcohol at all. Nor did I delve into any sexual adventures of any kind. In fact I was never in any serious relationships. While my intent to keep my virginity intact until marriage was something I had no desire to dismiss, I often longed for a relationship. At times I even found myself wanting to simply experience touch, smell, and pleasure of lying naked next to a naked woman even if we werent doing anything sexual. But I didnt put that at the top of my priorities since my studies, work, and other activities were more important to me.
So at age 25, molded by that desire to stick to my morals, I still found myself as someone who had not yet been in any relationships, and was still a virgin yet not ashamed of that fact at all. Only at that point my desire to experience the physical side of a relationship was much more intense. In fact it was that intensity that ended up getting the best of me.
My job as a programmer at a medium sized company placed me in contact with most of the fellow office staff there in some way. Whether it be the occasional passing and greeting, or working daily on a project, I knew pretty much everyone, and was well liked and appreciated. I enjoyed that position and my work as well, finding that it was both challenging, intellectually stimulating, and a great opportunity in which I could continue to build my knowledge. So I had no desire to do anything that might put my job security in jeopardy.
Despite my great liking of my job and the people who I worked with, I let my strong desire for a physical relationship get the best of me. Id never have expected to find it taking place with one of my coworkers, something which went against both my morals as well as my desire to avoid any possibility of losing my job.
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